Behind the Desk

Over the past few weeks, I've (once again) gotten into digital scrapbooking. I first picked it up last year when I was pregnant with KyKy, but had to give it up after I had him because I had absolutely no time whatsoever on my hands. Now that he's older, sleeping through the night, not as fussy, etc, etc, I've been able to get into it again.

I'm like a woman obssessed. I've neglected almost everything else I generally do during my children's sleeping hours. Even, at times, sleeping myself. I feel this urgent need to get our memories preserved.

I also have a little "issue" when it comes to the scrapbooking. I do everything on my laptop, but it works best with a mouse. To use a mouse, I must be behind a desk. And there is something hard wired in my brain that tells me if I'm behind a desk then, heck, I must be snacking on something. It's usually those damn Mexican Layered Dip flavored Pringles that keep finding their way into my house. Earlier today? Chocolate chips. Straight from the bag.

I feel like I'm sabatoging myself. I still work out like crazy. I just wish that I could "Just Say No" when it comes to junk food. Why was I so good at it when I was trying to lose weight but now that I'm just maintaining, I can't seem to turn anything down?